Sigh, I've been posting sad posts for these few days. I bet you guys can't stand it anymore.
A piece of bad news for you, today's post is gonna be real horrible.
Today is my brother's birthday, and it was suppose to be happy, but my entire day today was screwed up.
The morning was alright. Until evening.
I've just lost a good friend ( No, he/she did not die ), and I seriously broke down when I was on th phone with Jiayibestie. My tears were like drip drip drip drip. Even I was shocked okay. I didn't cried that ever since last year.
Yeah, so I was super emotional on the phone, and I think Jiayi is freaked out by me. I didn't say anything, I just sniffed and cried. Doreen joined in the call and we began crapping so here I am, feeling much better.
Well, I feel really stupid today. Before I called Jiayi I was thinking of many ways to _______. No, I am not doing this for attention, you durian head. Yes, I am fucking stupid right. My life is precious, my future is bright. No point ending it.
I almost blacked out when I was on the phone with Jiayi. I don't know why too. I am not asking for attention okay, stupid.
I'm experiencing all kinds of emotions now. My eyes are just so worn out these few days. Time for them to take a break :D
I hope I can promise y'all a happy post tomorrow.
xoxo,
Juliana
( Blogging makes me feel so much better )
EDITED : Heh, I'm feeling really happy now and I can't sleep! Okay actually my eyes are like, darn tired. Can't wait to meet my girls tomorrow! <3
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